This is some Bullshyt!
Yesterday, my supervisor asked me if he could ask me a personal question. I quickly said, “No.” Then I stood there for a second and then said, “Ok…what?” He went on to ask me, “Are you dating or HAVE you dated somebody on the department?” I told him that I wasn’t dating anybody nor have really dated anybody on the department.” Of course, my question to him was, “Why?” He basically in so many words said that it was “mentioned” to him that I am possibly or have possibly been sleeping with somebody to get favortism. Do you remember a few entries back when I spoke of how I got “Investigator of the month.?” Well…it all stems from that. Ever since then, mugs have been hating big time. And why? I have NO IDEA! Every month, an investigator gets “investigator of the month.” Why should it become a big deal the ONE time that I get it? I mean, I didn’t get anything extra. No added bonus….no lunch….no nothing. I didn’t even get a fucking certificate recognizing my “achievment.” I got a fucking “memo” addressed to our zone commander stating that I got that shit for the month of July 2005. I didn’t ask for that shit NOR was I trying to get that shit. I was just doing my job. Anyway, the shit still continues. Only now, it’s being said/implied that I, Brown Sugar, am sleeping my way to the top. Rather attempting to. WTF?!? I am surrounded by some hateful muthaphuckas. All I have is my reputation and I’m not even doing anything to contribute to this developing “bad rep” of mine. I mean, I wish that’s all it took for me to advance to the next level. All jokes aside, I know I talk about sex incorporated with HOB(c) details and all but dammit, there is a line that I just don’t cross. (more…)